Wednesday, 18 February 2009

Au naturel for one more day

So, it's the last day of being drug-free and au naturel! Tomorrow is the day that could be the beginning of big life change for us.

I am feeling calm and in control about the whole thing. It's much much better to actually be taking steps towards the chance of a pregnancy than to just be sitting around endlessly waiting for something to happen.

It's hard though, to get the balance of emotion right. I know I need to stay positive and calm, but I also don't want to get my hopes up too much only to come crashing down at the end of the cycle. I guess what I need to be is realistically hopeful. Right - will aim for that.

I am drinking a lot of water in a bid to keep my body healthy so I'm off to visit the loo all the time! But I think it can only help with diluting the effects of the drug on my body, so I'm determined to keep it up.

I have apologised in advance to people in the know, so that if I'm grumpy or tearful over the next few weeks, they won't get too offended/worried. Fingers crossed though, that I won't get any strong side effects.

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